The Ultimate Vampire Resource and Directory

Seems this is the best vampire site created.....created with devotion it seems! Not being great with techno stuff but it seems huge amount of care has gone into its creations and membership)!
Its been very clear what you can use and what you cant really was expecting lots of work just to use much But I seem to be zipping around....
Seems a very heartfelt site/energy peeps seem to "pour themselves" into it on so many levels!! Perfect with my scorpio aspect needing things to be intense and passiionate in love and romance of the "vampire mythic" and not just the sinister/stern/macabre aspects of this life of deaths and struggle!!
Feels like a world or worlds is opening up around me.....nothing short of cosmic and exciting energys around me and everywhere!
I love to write But can be shy only cause peeps may not read or relate not because I lack abilitys)
Dont really know how to download stuff online like pics and avatars and suchlike.....Im pretty manic/depressive which is certified and it makes learning methodical aspects difficult......despite college certificates with computors! Being on a smart phone loads I find computer mice I find a tad unerving!
Peeps have put amazing arty stuff on here so that may be difficult if I cant express myself?!?!

++Thank you to any VR member who took the time to read a journal page!++

PRAYER (to his majesty Holy-death)
Holy father-make my will pure and white like the bleached bones of your reverance left scattered all over the earth.....Make my heart a black rose aganist those who would deny me the right to life and falsely detain my spirit on this earth and detain my r;ghteous spirit which should burn for you in a pyre-fire!! Spirits of your desire and design upon this earth be around me least I fall!
Bless us holy father death and let your boney finger be the just-jugement I so deserve and not the jadeing hands of strangers!! Ahmen

This site is one Ive encountered on the web in the past and was very drawn to back then But also very wary!?! Guess Im looking for a new online site of a social and morbid nature and also to continue various studys of mythology and the power of the human mind.....seeming as its a new moon in scorpio it seemed it seemed a good time to try and delve around again and see if some hungers can be fed maybe?!?!
My mind craves attention/attraction to understand more about everything!?!
Once I realised "oh my goodness" is was "that one" the vsmpire rave one that intrigued me But also scared me so much before.....it must be a good time for this somehow as its more tucked away with dating sites and other bits&bobs!?!
Did remember that theyd compiled a collection of vampire lore or various.....not easy to find much on this subject that may not just be fiction and romantical fiction (though it can propose some theorys about vampirism in them) which can be usefull in working out theorys!!
My energy seems very boosted from joining this site....Im almost startled at the energys that seem to be rushing abput! can only take this as a good sign as Ive been very-low and known I was ill in the last few days!! Definatly havnt been well with depression which I know is a negative atmosphere getting in and "dead thought forms" @horrible
Need to learn/understand more to protect myself more actively maybe being here could help?!?! Do have some spare time to study and not much to lose (ha ha)!
Gods preserve all here!!

+++Thank you to any VR member who took time to read a journal page!+++